Redundancy looming

I can not believe that I am potentially in it again! That I now again have the threat of redundancy hanging over my head. And this 4 days before my wedding!!! Is this a test? Maybe, but as they say within every test or obstacle lies an opportunity to learn - to do it better. However it does sound kind of hollow when you have been through it before. In any case, this time I am going to do it better than last time. This time I will show determination and the will to succeed. Last time I did not take the responsibility, but this time I have to. If I in any way deserves to be married to this beautiful girl, I have to take the responsibility, because this time it is not only for me... This blog will now change focus to see me through this...